THE FALLEN ANGEL

2007-01-16T04:49:00.000-08:00

finally my off day..
din blog for so many days le
now workin at amk hub..VA
so tirin workin as sales ass
fatin also work there..
know some new friends..sandy and jean
shall blog some other day..
tata

2006-12-25T17:55:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS

This year xmas is damn bored
din go town,went mickey's place slack..
watch vcd and stuff

actually there's place to go
shu mei bbq
meet xiao zhen and frens to pub
or meet cassy
im just to lazy to go else where

just dun have any xmas mood

left mickey's place around seven
went to my house coffee shop to have breakie with him
after that went home to bath and meet him again
now im at his place bloggin
bored and sleepy

later gonna celebrate mummy's birthday
meetin ze and my mei to collect the cake

gonna have some rest now=)

25 dec
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINA JIE JIE AND MUMMY

2006-12-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

im attached ...=) 1.12.06

din blog for days cos forget my password again..

such a dumb ass=)

i really hope that we can last long..

love him.. <3

sunday

went k box for our k-ing session withn cassy and bb

bb sings really nice..

its fun to hang out with my gals=)

to goodnite..
im not being rude..

still rem that time u msg you
actually maddy comin with us

but in the end she cant
i ask you to just meet me..

and you say dun feel like
you know how i feel..

i doin that back to you
and you dun get wd i mean

when i chat with you you say lick my balls..

wad the fuck.. lick your balls
you dirty bastard...

ah its kind fed upp to think bout that

yeah yeah exam had ended...

nothing to blog..=(

not in the mood

im sorry for scoldin you
but you too own me a apology

its up to you whether you want to apologise or not

2006-11-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

When I fall in love, how would I feel? I asked this question to myself countless times, and even now as I write, I cannot help but reflect on those times when I did fall in love - madly, fondly and blindly.

2006-11-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

days and days have passed
yet i didnt get my answers from him
he told me he gonna give me the answer by this week

its sound like im wooing him .. lol..i dun give a damn=)
does age really matters in relationship..?

2006-11-19T19:34:00.000-08:00

my holiday is approaching.. yeah yeah=) my sister told me ivan got gal redi. fourteen year old. now then i know he like younger gals... who is childish like him. and like to play along with him=) mei told me his mummy dun like his attitude gal..
hope you guys last long yeah=)

im in sch now having BSA lesson.. there is advantage sating at the back can use com..lol
miss my cassy so much.. din meet her for days redi..
great to know tat she have fun with minmin and frens=)

yesterday meet zhen and alroy at central went funland play pool after tat mingjin come meet me..

slack at central..

something stupid happen..

she and he did tat again...

cant stop them...

i ask alroy y is she so stress up...

now den i know she so pity...

gal no happen wad you still have to move on=)

after tat mingjin come fetch us go home..

2006-11-18T10:01:00.000-08:00

went to work with mummy and uncle
din sleep for the whole nite
was talkin to mingjin=)

tat jerk go hong other gal redi
guys are like tat=(

mummy brought me a new phone=)
thanks mummy for the Birthday present

im at mingjin's frens house now
so bored la
i really needa SLEEP now

tired tired tired

hope that jerk enjoy his chalet la
=)

tata

2006-11-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

today is ivan chalet he din ask me to go..=( aint we still fren??
i dunno why i have lost interest in studies.. final year exam comin redi.. yet i keep pon ton
i just dun feel like studyin any more.. feel like working.. no needa ask money from mummy..

i dunno what my feelings toward ivan.. maybe its just a crush..i tot this will end soon.. dun wish to having this stupid feeling anymore I HATE IT...

2006-11-16T05:13:00.000-08:00

went fort canning park with my class,is kinda bored seriously
they talk bout past wars in singapore.
after school i went back home str
my sis and her fren was at home
after tat jacky come my house. when we down stair smoke and stuff
hwee ying told me ivan had read my blog but he din say any thing

hey,the feeling is just simply sucks, cant you just make it clear and let me know wads in your mind.to you.you might think its nutin but i dun think it tat way
tat's why i say guys are the same.

wan said those stuff to me but in the end the same thing happen.

love is so hurtful =(

UNO

2006-11-15T05:26:00.000-08:00

meet xiao yong and jeremy at my void deck
but when i went down my sis and jacky was there
we played UNO till three plus
Kena screen by police the more suay thing is they saw me smoking
my reaction was,quickly throw the ciggie to jacky.
but jacky is smoking..lol=) den he past it to xiao yong
i was like scared la din kena caught of smoking B4
but the police was kinda good la.. gimme waring=)

HEART,WE WILL FORGET HIM
it takes time yeah=)
there is still better peeps out there=)

2006-11-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

you patch with her redi isit

i saw the pic in your frenster acc

cant you just tell me

i miss you

2006-11-13T03:42:00.000-08:00

before i get to know you
i have lose hope in guys

when you appear in my life
i dunno why i just fall so deeply in love with you

you told me you are serious bout me
yet now you hurt me so deeply

IVAN I MISS U SO MUCH

you liar

2006-11-13T02:03:00.000-08:00

xiao yong and jacky can my house ton
watch the eye ten

after the show i went to bed

2006-11-09T00:44:00.000-08:00

he is kinda cute la=)

2006-11-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

went to school as usual
nutin much happen today
life seems bored
din meet my gals for days

bored bored bored
things happen this past few days

cassy and nana broke up

nite and terri also broke up

nathan went back to his country

john and his gf having cool war

xiao zhen is stress bout relationship and do stupid stuff again

and i dunn know wad i gonna do

to be with him again or not

i met him yesterday..

the feeling i use have is back

how??

2006-11-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

HALLOWEEN PICS

2006-11-01T02:36:00.000-08:00

didnt go school today..cos my eyes fuckin swallon..
last nite my god daddy came to my house
say wanna beat me and stuff
cos my grandma told him something bout me
fuck her everyitme like tat

when he reach my house he's like super angry la
went in kick the table and gimme one cock face

den call my grandma go take knife
scared me to death...=(
he ask me you like your grandma not
i say no
den he want me to take the knife go stab her
cock la

in the end i told my god daddy all the things she did to me
den he kinda side me
scold my grandma

lol..
kk

blog some other days

tata

miss you guys=)

hate rude peeps

2006-10-30T01:21:00.000-08:00

went to school late again, today someone really pissed me off(not gonna mention tat someone).i dunno y i startin to dislike tat person..tat someone is like so fuckin rude la. even basic manner also dunno like thank you,sorry,ask permission also dunno.

today there's a talk on financial. they gave us this book (a financial survival guide)
i should give this book to cassy lol
btw i also need it
i tend to spend money very fast
and dunno spend on what

you are not there for me when i need you

2006-10-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

BOREDOM KILLS ME!!!!

im in school having BSA lesson
can blog for a while
cos teacher went down to take stuff
didnt meet maddy for 2 days redi
kinda miss her=)

oh yeah meet nathan yesterday
he just came back
when he saw me he str away
hug me
scared me sial
lol

bored bored bored

tata

=)

2006-10-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

I MISS HIM

What we thought was love and happiness. Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. The game of love i have lost. my broken heart is the cost. Just learn when to walk away. I'm strong enough to say good bye.

cassy i miss you=)

bored

2006-10-24T07:28:00.000-07:00

today,go help out mummy and uncle.
luckly today stall close earlier=)

went home ,bathe go meet maddy and goodnite
go j8 walk walk and have our dinner=)

i dunno why i just miss him so much
im in a dilemma
should i wait for him
or just let it go???

i still love him=(

2006-10-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

meet up maddy and goodnite went to KFC to look for them.
after tat we went to look for terri brought ice-cream from her.
she look really sweet and likeable in real life=)

we slack at 305 eat ice-cream and talk craps.
we went to the near by playground to play our usual game, croc,blind mice
haha..like small kids sial...lol
its fun to be with them
too bad cassy needa study...
it will be more fun if cassy was here=)

my grandma is simply churlish, someone came to look for me and she told him/her i went out.
im just inside my room,yet she didnt even tell me FUCK!!!

when i reached home,for nutin she scold me ccb
like walk pass me, than say super loud like tat
wher got grandma like tat one,
its so absurd of her FUCK!!!

I HATE HER TO THE CORE

2006-10-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

monday's blue =(

2006-10-23T01:35:00.000-07:00

School seems bored today
many ppl didnt come
BSA lesson just sucks
dun even know what the fuck teacher saying
not i didnt pay attention
its just too confuse

After school when sasa brought fake nail
(upload the pic some other days)

chat with daniel on msn last nite
haha..
nothing really happen
haha..he say im a nice gal=)
he dun really know me tat why he think this way..haha
cant judge a book by its cover you know
haha

what love actually is,
the emotion the devotion,
is what it is.
But what about bad times,
times that he lies,
what about the lonely nights,
where you sit alone and cry.
love is more than just emotions,
its a game you have to play, find the pieces, put them together,
and this will help you find your way.
to love someone is to die for them,
and be truthful in every word you say,
make sure he knows that you really care,
and that you will never play.
to some love is a dream, in which they want to see,
to hold hands with someone, to love for eternity.
to some love is a phobia, a dreaded thought of betrayal,
and to encounter loving somebody, will leave them thin and frail.
so love cannot be explained, as people have different views, love is just a way of life, and do with it what you choose.

agree with it??=)

tata

miss you=)

i simply love his eyes=)

2006-10-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

stupid john he tot im his GF just a phone call and he want me to go down meet him
i say dun wan and hung up the phone
just i hang up you know who i saw...
JOHN
tat asshole standing outside my house with his fren
after tat i went down with them
he bluff me tat two of his fren is malay but seriously they do look like one
oh yarh one of his fren who look like malay his name is daniel
his eyes is like so so nice haha
got eye contact with him for a few time=)
too bad he got GF redi
his gal is malay
haha

oh tat jerk msg me again
send me stuff like baby wad you doin
miss you all tat
when i reach home i give him a call
cos i cant reply him

he is not my BF redi yet he keep askin me things like you got contact with other guys not
like hinting me something like tat
cos he saw the testi bastian send me
tat why he send msg to me
ask me what i doing and stuff

PLEASE STOP ALL THIS!!!!
IM SICK OF IT!!!

bored=(

2006-10-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

im at raiders now.
SO BORED!!
im alone
just now went to my sis's class BBQ
at my house down stair

he msg me...
not wan
i feel so hurt after reading the msg
but i understand
love cannot be force=)
"i dun wanna see someone get hurt or wad"
i know you dun wanna hurt her
anyway
stay happy and bissful with her
cherish her yeah=)

lin lin msg me say she saw bastian at vivo city...haha
why so many ppl go vivo city..cassy also wanna go
lol=)
oh yarh..cassy patch up with nana redi
happy for her=)

got nutin to blog redi
TATA

i love my singlehood life

IM SO TIRED!!!

2006-10-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

i still at goodnite's house goin home soon,i dun think today i meeting my gals
i need my beauty sleep....ZzZzZ
tata
I miss you=)

ONLY TIME WILL HEAL IT

2006-10-20T16:30:00.000-07:00

I had made up my mind,i dun wish to drag this relationship any longer.im glad tat it finally END.=)
i wont fall into your trap anymore, by sweet talking to me,saying those mushy stuff.i might be STUPID in the past but after for what you had done to me.I then realise that you only find me when you need someone to accompany.YOU'RE JUST MAKING USE OF ME!!!
i wont believe all your craps anymore.

I love my GALS=)

2006-10-20T11:09:00.000-07:00

i called him this afternoon,
Me:where are you
Him:Town,okay bye
Me:wad you doin(talking half way)
Hang up the fone redi
called back tot he accidentally hang up
but he didnt answer

why he wanna do this to me
one min so nice to me say stuff like,i miss you baby and i love you all tat
anonther min avoid me by dun wanna answer my call
i really dunno what he want...=(
if you dun wanna be with me redi
just say so..!!

meet maddy and cassy at juntion8, accompany them go eat ramen.
after tat went to take neo-print
it has been ages,
the last time i take is with wan
on our one year anniversary=)

I MISS THE DAYS WHEN WE WILL TOGETHER
BUT I DUN THINK I WAN TO BE BACK WITH YOU ANYMORE

I MISS MY GALS <3 CASSY N MADDY

MY FIRST POST=)

2006-10-19T22:49:00.000-07:00

This is my first post,and this is my third blog..haha i forget the password for the 1st and 2nd one.i super STM want

Today is such a boring day,wake up late then take cabbie to school bcos i scared late again then Mrs ng have to call my mummy.spend $8.00 for cabbie wad a waste man.bcos of the STUPID TAFFIC JAM la some more peck hour extra $2.00=(

when i reach school my friend told me no assembly,if i know earlier i no need to take cabbie redi.ArgG.
forget it!!

today lesson was boring,BSA have lots of stuff to do and the step need me so confuse
hahaso unexpected i score quite for my BSA 93/100
EFW just pass 18/30
OFP also just pass but i dunno get how much for it

Hai dunno leta meetin maddy and goodnite not
MISS THEM=(
GONNA END HERE

i miss you baby
im waiting